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title: "Undaily"
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date: 2022-03-13T21:36:36-03:00
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categories: ["Blogs"]
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sometimes I wonder what will I end up doing, now I’m just writing my instantaneous thoughts before sleeping.
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what I meant by doing was about the future.
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all related to the current state of the world and far more importantly my life
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one word I cannot stop thinking about after I talked with a close friend of my mother was “orphan”.
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i only began noticing it after he pointed it out.
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I’m guessing he’s kind of correct in his assessment, it’s not that I dislike my cousins or uncles, but they never felt like family the same way my mom and my grandma did.
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i also spent so much with my nana. I couldn’t see her in her final moments, I wasn’t able to talk to her, she just disappeared.
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Sometimes I really wish for that.
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Some days I can’t stop those thoughts.
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Surprisingly the only thing that lets me stop thinking about anything is doing art. Dailyrat has been one of the most therapeutical things I’ve done.
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here’s some more pictures that didn’t made the cut for the dailyrat and the other that was used as foreground.
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have a nice day |