Blogs on The Waifuism life

Meantime

Sun, 27 Mar 2022 23:06:49 -0300

So I decided to go for it and be done with it since I’m not quite sure what happened with the other website, I’m gonna be changing things around in the meantime. Also krita crashed while editing this I wanted to make it go from side to side but both ease of use and good documentation is something the linux nerds’ software lacks.

Present thoughts

Sun, 13 Mar 2022 21:47:56 -0300

I’ve been struggling with a lot of things lately, some people know about it, but if I’m brutal honest, it’s mostly related to the daily chores.

But one thing that I thought that had been gone were fun and plans.

Yeah sure, not having fun is easy to explain, but plans is something many people have and tend to want to have, yet I’m not wanting to make any.

The only loose think that could be considered a plan is that I’d like to start a family of my own.

But that’s so loose.

I find myself with extra money in my account and I’m not sure what to do with it.

A better pc? Some game console? Nah

I kind of just started feeling better just with the little I have if I’m honest.

Show

Sun, 13 Mar 2022 21:47:14 -0300

The other week I went to a show over at the center of Buenos Aires, I was able to feel ok for most of it, but it is still kind of weird going alone

even though it makes much more sense, since you know, you don’t really talk inside the theatre, you just laugh or watch.

Bicycle

Sun, 13 Mar 2022 21:44:17 -0300

Been thinking of buying one, I know it’s like wasted money in some sense, but I’m trying to be positive in the thought that it might just bring me some peace of mind. I love traveling by bicycle and I could do with less weigh.

Last post I was talking about how I had some money laying around, I decided to go for it and buy a new SSD. Installed Linux on it and now I’ve been using it as my main OS, goes a little slow sometimes, and I have to use an entire windows 10 vm to be able to work, but it’s doing it’s job. I’m not quite sure if it’s kde or something else, I might give cinnamon another try. (Not quite sure how to change desktop environment)

Another thing I was looking at were the prices of ryzen, it’s still a lot of money for me, and I’m still not sure what else to use that money on.

Also related to that, I’ve been keeping 100 usd every month for adding to an investing company (yeah I’m saving that money) I might even exchange some cash to have it on hand.

Apart from that I’m not really sure what to do with it.

It’s not that I couldn’t tell you “oooh I want a new computer” or “oooh I want a car” like yeah, those would be nice things, but I don’t really feel like I need them.

I feel like I want to stop having so many things, I want to share time with people and have new experiences.

I might just ask my landlord if I can keep a hamster, or maybe a bunny they’re cute. Dogs are also cute but most are bigger in comparison and they might damage the floor (isn’t that expensive, but the contract says I can’t have them)

Time

Sun, 13 Mar 2022 21:39:17 -0300

Sometimes I wonder, what would I do if I had free days to do whatever I wanted?

I tried doing some koikatsu based on an idea of making an anime version of the mastodon mascot, mostly for memes and such, but I didn’t really liked how it ended up.

Maybe making the ears accessories but keeping the side hair as tusks could help up a bit.

Apart from that I didn’t feel like I used my weekend for much.

Loneliness is such a weird feeling.

Maekawa

Sun, 13 Mar 2022 21:37:11 -0300

Undaily

Sun, 13 Mar 2022 21:36:36 -0300

sometimes I wonder what will I end up doing, now I’m just writing my instantaneous thoughts before sleeping.

what I meant by doing was about the future.

all related to the current state of the world and far more importantly my life

one word I cannot stop thinking about after I talked with a close friend of my mother was “orphan”.

i only began noticing it after he pointed it out.

I’m guessing he’s kind of correct in his assessment, it’s not that I dislike my cousins or uncles, but they never felt like family the same way my mom and my grandma did.

i also spent so much with my nana. I couldn’t see her in her final moments, I wasn’t able to talk to her, she just disappeared.

Sometimes I really wish for that.

Some days I can’t stop those thoughts.

Surprisingly the only thing that lets me stop thinking about anything is doing art. Dailyrat has been one of the most therapeutical things I’ve done.

here’s some more pictures that didn’t made the cut for the dailyrat and the other that was used as foreground.

have a nice day

New comic

Sun, 13 Mar 2022 21:32:36 -0300

After a rush of autism I decided to make another comic and name it “commited lines”

There’s not much about it yet, the first chapter is nothing but i just wanted to start doing something.

Sometimes i feel bad about not making projects or leaving them unfinished, I guess by doing them by myself alone I can go and rush them quickly and learn from experience that way, I’m not that good with long projects.

I have a new plushie though.

I also found a place that sells little models of different kinds of vehicles.

I’ll be sure to check them out since I wanted to play with legos but they’re kind of expensive.

Believe it or not, these are actually cheaper.

Site migration

Sun, 13 Mar 2022 21:17:51 -0300

Recently I did a whole site migration, it is now being hosted by a server inside my home, you may find some broken links or images, if that’s the case please be sure to tell to me, I know there’s some broken ones in the last posts.

I also installed misskey in the server and it’s now serving in bub.waifuism.life, this wasn’t really that necessary, but I didn’t wanted my pleroma to go down and not be able to tell about it at least.

I have many ideas but have the tendency to work slowly, again, I’m not sure what I want to do.

About the whole controversy currently happening in the pleroma community, my only comment is that I think it’s being blown out of proportion, and would be a good idea to wait a bit, cool yourself down and then try to work things out. (Both sides)

I really don’t want more fights

Plush

Sun, 13 Mar 2022 21:14:37 -0300

I recently bought some cute frens and wanted to share them, most of them are dirty though I should really clean them (I got like 4 plushies apart from these)